You deserve better

I can't bare to see how beautiful soul like yours can be in souch pain. You got though such awful things. And awful things are still happening to you and there is nothing I can't do to save you.

And that destroys me. I just want to hold you and tell you everything's going to be okay, but I dont' know that, You don't know that. Nobody knows. Nobody can possibly know.

We can just hope for the best.

And I understand that for You it must be the most difficult time in your life, I guess nothing in your life was ever easy.

And this is so unfair.

You deserve better,

You deserve so much better, love.

My heart aches when I'm writing this.

The idea of you being in so much pain,

the idea ...

I can't even write it down, it just scares me so much.

But I swear I'll do everything that's in my power to help you.

To help you get through this.

#Thoughts