Did you ever felt like no one understood you?
Have you felt like you`ve been crushed to pieces? As if no one could ever love you? As if you coudn`t love anyone ever again?
That`s where I am at right now.
That`s where I`ve been for past year or so.
Nothing and no one can fix me.
- Nikol Black, January 8., 2017
I didn't post this because I felt like it was ''too dark'', ''too personal'', ''too much for people to know''
I think this is the reason why I started this blog. Deep down I knew,
at some point,
there will be
the end
of my
Pity Party.
I just want to let everyone know that there may be the bad days, months, years...
But it all be okay, some day.
You will smile like a fu♥king idiot for no fu♥king reason on the bus, on your way home.
And if you don't agree with me now, you will, some day in the future.
I wouldn't believe myself few months back.
But I do believe now.
The better days are yet to come.
